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20 things i never had the courage to say pt. 3

Sat Oct 20, 2007, 3:07 PM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: "Clear The Area" -- Imogen Heap.

so i haven't done one of these things in forever. i thought i'd give you a little insight into what's been happening with me over the past few months.

1) List some things you want to say to people.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

1. stop calling me. if all you're going to do is complain, leave me the hell alone.

2. seven days!!!! blargh!!! i dun wanna but i have to. *cries* i'm sorry for putting you through my shit. it's been really hard...i mean
REALLY
hard. but i think everything's gonna be ok now. i don't deserve a friend like you ;-; and i'm sorry for constantly scaring you....it's unintentional. but if you get depressed again, i swear to all that is good and pure i will never ever ever talk to you again! your face is way too pretty to hide behind a scowl.

3. i really felt like i had broken into a thousand pieces. but i finally decided to listen to you, and now the pain is slowly going away. i don't know when it'll all be gone, but i have to keep pressing in right?

4. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MESSAGING ME. if you hadn't, i probably wouldn't be doing the right thing now. i'd still be an emotional hurricane and i definitely would have pushed God away even further. thanks for being there, even if you ARE in another country.

5. ok so...i don't like you. you're annoying and you don't know when to quit. use your brain for ONCE in your life and realize that when we're talking, you stay away.

6. i love you! and i'm not angry! chillin' with you is the best even if we're too poor to shop anywhere! but i'm glad i could share what happened with you...you made me feel a thousand times better :] and i enjoy our little talks about religion and politics. you need to come over again so we can have a major drawing sesh!

7. i don't think you'll really ever understand how much you mean to me. that's why i've been so angry about everything. i know i've said it all before but you're my very best friend, and without you, i'd be going insane! ...yes, more insane than usual. and even though we can't talk now, it's only temporary! i won't die!!

8. you. yes you. with the face. i think you're crazy. maybe a little childish at times but that's ok. although you should know that punching people hurts. THEM. so...please leave that to a minimum! i'm glad we got back to talking, as rare as it may be these days. know that you can talk to me about anything at all. and i won't judge you

9. i'm glad i got closer to you. i've had fun talking and helping you through your problems. but you need to know that dreams are ONLY dreams, and rarely have any meaning to them. so don't sweat.

10. thank you for lunch, kind sir. it's nice to have a friend that works! and i'm glad i got to spend more time with you. you're a pretty chill person to talk to, even if you aren't always the most mature. you know when to act serious, and when to just have fun. i like that.

11. oh. my. god. will you get your freaking life together? for a year i've had to watch you torture yourself and refuse help from anyone and everyone willing to. you have such a low image of yourself. you have to realize that you won't find your worth in a guy.

12. you never call me anymore ;-; i miss you! we have the most RANDOM and fun conversations in the world. i can't talk to anyone like i can talk to you, and that makes you cool!

13. i'm glad you finally decided to treat her with respect. you've gotten a lot more loveable too :3 which i like. you've really made a turn around and i'm proud of you!

14. you hug too hard. it kind of hurts. so please stop doing it.

15. you are the coolest teacher in the universe and everyone should bow down to your awesomeness. you win the internet.

16. I WANT TO TAKE A ROAD TRIP. like...now. i don't want to wait two more years *sobs* it's too far away. AND I DON'T WANT TO MOVE TO WISCONSIN EITHER!!!

17. I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE!!!! i really don't. and that makes me happy. because now, i can just be your friend. you made me miserable, but now, i couldn't care less. and that's how i want it.

18. yeah i got nothin' else.

19. nothing's really bothering me right now.

20. DOWN WITH AP HOMEWORK.


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:iconluffy12:
:hug: im sorry things arent going well for you i hope everything works out .. you know what ... i think i should do one of these things too... :glomp: i really hop you get a tablet we miss you at DA

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:iconedo-chick:
thank you :]
i have no idea when i'll be getting my tablet lol
maybe at christmas if i have enough money, although that's unlikely.

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why can we by touching skin to skin
yet touching you is a sin
i won't say that i love you
because of that, i'm just not sure
but if being with you is wrong...
i just don't want to be
right
:iconluffy12:
omg! i just finished that and i was adding it and DA had some kind of huge melfunction! and know my LONG 20 poeple thing is lost for eternaty! ;_; im not happy ....It was long too...

:( aww i really hope soon

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:iconvashtastic:
booooooooooooooo ap work!

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:iconedo-chick:
D: dude that sucks.
try again!

only try it in a word processor and save it, incase it happens again.

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why can we by touching skin to skin
yet touching you is a sin
i won't say that i love you
because of that, i'm just not sure
but if being with you is wrong...
i just don't want to be
right
:iconsketchyproductions:
dude how much is this tablet?
:iconedo-chick:
$200 plus tax

joy...
you know what i really want though?
JOSH GROBAN CHRISTMAS ALBUM!!!!!!!!!

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why can we by touching skin to skin
yet touching you is a sin
i won't say that i love you
because of that, i'm just not sure
but if being with you is wrong...
i just don't want to be
right
:iconluffy12:
:dead: that would be hard XD i cant even remember everyone i did i might do it later :hug: yeah ^^; i think i better...XD

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^^ ......i have no idea whatcha sayin

WARNING
FANGIRL CUTE BUT DEADLY!!!

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